Shut up your happiness.
I don't want to hear you laugh and giggle and smile.
I can hear you smile.
I can fucking hear you smile.
I hate it
because that is what I should be doing.
You stole happiness from me.
You won't give it back.
And it's not fair.
Shut up shut up shut up.
I can see your happiness
I can feel it
I can hear it
I breathe it
It tastes like champagne.
What you have done
has ruined my soul
and made it dirty
and dark
and it smells like rot.
I hate you and your happiness.
You took mine and made it yours.