Love Love Love (Food Addition)

I'm hungry. Can you tell? Favorite food? Homemade mac n' cheese hands down.

GUMMIES!

Haven't had sushi in way too long.

Baby cuppycake with mama cupcake.

This looks oh-so french and I want it.

This needs to get in my belly. I want to be eating this in New York in a park.

<3 pasta.

Best. Breakfast. Ever.

I don't know what this is, but it looks amazing.

Okay, okay, I'll go get sushi.

Love Love Love

Exactly.

Fly

I need a hat like this in my life.

I wana go exploring on a sunny day!

I love everything about this picture.

My sister and I used to pretend we were Pocahontas.

:)

Driving in cars when it's sunny with my friends makes me SO happy. We could just be going to the store and I'm beyond overjoyed. I'm like a puppy...

I need to go to the ocean soon, I feel like I'm drying out.

HER HAIR.

Goal: claw-footed bathtub in ma house.

Even though sometimes it feels like it. We shall prevail.

Looove this.

Dear D, this is for you.

Outfit of the day 2/27/10

Tank-Hanes. Shirt-thrifted. Shorts-gift. Tights-Modcloth. Rings-My own.

I should have taken more picures but I'm just not in a picture-taking kinda mood. LA in 5 days, that should help with the inspirational thinking! My 21st in one week. I can't wait to get going on this birthday trip!

Love Love Love

Favorite man, favorite song.

Most creative kiss picture I've seen in awhile.

I need to live here. It's like Neverland.

New-age Beauty and the Beast. Must dwell here one day.

I want this shirt. The boy can leave, but I'm taking his shirt.

Coolest. Thing. Ever. I <3 Alice in Wonderland.

This is so beautiful.

Good God, put me back in New York. I belong in New York.

Word.

I'm not a "pink and glitter" kinda girl, but I squealed when I saw these.

Need: that bag, that sweater, that hair.

I would totally 100% wear these.

Sometimes I feel like this is my life. ^

Last Night

Yesterday/last night was strange. I spent the day with my cousin, going on an adventure to Target (where we didn't buy anything), drinking beer, playing checkers, tallking about childhood, and waiting for a party that never happened. FUN. I love my family.
Came home, ate birthday cake for nobody's birthday.
Talked to an old friend from college. God, such jailbait. Me- "Did you even get anything out of that English class?" Him- "Yeah. I got your number."
Felt sad after I spoke to him. He's just not D (he shall not be named). So I called the special boy at like 3:30 in the morning. He actually picked up. I really wanted to talk to him, but he said I should try calling in the daytime. That pissed me off. I said I would if he ever actually picked up. I should never have called him. I'm just disappointed every time, he's not reliable and yet I want so deparately for him to be there. He's just not.
My sister called and told me she got her girlfriend back and that they're moving in together. Oh, and getting married this fall. I'm so happy for them and I love them both, but it made me feel super low and sad. Rusti- "I love you. I'll fight by your side and murder any fool dumb enough to fuck with you." I love my sister, she's got my back. I wish she wasn't so far away.
I watched the Notebook and cried through the whole thing. That story was my story at one point. Except that happy ending part (not in an "I hate my life" kinda way, it just didn't play out for us). I just feel lonely and wish I had someone to cuddle me at night. That's really all I want. I'm like a 5 year old. I just want someone to hold me and pet my hair.
Went to bed at 6am and here we are. It's sunny, I feel refreshed and I go to LA in 6 days. My birthday is in 8 days. Something to look forward to for sure.
The special boy said he would call me today, but you know what? I'm not even worried about it. I'm feeling a lot of love from my friends and that's all I could ask for right now. Aelishia- "Seriously you are the love of my life. Why did you move so far away? Come get lost with me asap." I kinda want to marry this girl. <3

Edit: 2/27/10

Pics from San Jose

Liquid topaz

Reeking havoc on Target.

Love Love Love

Bahahahaha. That's something I would say.

If I could pull it off, I'd do my hair and make-up like this all the time.

My two idols got married. RIP Kurt.

Who's afraid of the big bad wolf?

I love the lighting.

Growing up in a place where I always saw deer, I fogot how precious they actually are.

Get your cute blonde ass outside where it's sunny.

I wish I had a cat like this.

Wittle goldy swimmer. <3

My own place. ^ totally me.

I wish I could look this fabulous in the desert.

I actually gasped. My dad fed me chunky monkey ice cream when I was an infant. It's my birth right.