I have so many thoughts running through my head.
I have nobody that inspires me.
I'm tired of the drama, and the rudeness, and the pettiness.

I want a cigarette.

I want to be back where I was safe and unhappy. I'm unhappy no matter what, so I'd rather be in a place where I felt safe.
I feel like I'm detramental to my own health.
Lots of old bad habits are resurfacing.

I hate the fucking losers I surround myself with.
I need to regroup and think about the pros and the cons.
Life is utter shit right now
and I don't dig it.