Broken is a good word for right now.

I feel broken
I did this to myself though
I'm a hypocritical princess brat
And I should have seen this coming
What did I think?
That I could go off and do whatever I wanted and it wouldn't come back around?
He's moved on
I haven't
And that's silly and sad and pathetic
I wonder what's she's like
I feel like crying and dying
In a little ball under my bed
I want to stay in bed forever and never face this again
My heart just shattered
But now I know how it feels
Feels horrible
I did this to myself
But I still feel like I'll never recover from this
I'm a sad princess brat and Prince Charming will never come back again because I was a
C U N T
Go me.