My sister got a "promise" ring from her boyfriend.
It's a real diamond.
This time last year I actually had a boyfriend.
I can say that I'm slightly jealous and resentful.
I asked him to call me today if he could.
He did.
I don't think he would have if I hadn't asked.
He called from work.
I was happy to hear his voice.
I was sad that we have fallen so far.
I saw him at a party the other night.
I was torn between feeling overwhelmingly sick and sad and compleately nonchalant.
I think I was only okay because Justin was there with me.
This day is full of good memories that make me very sad.
Thus they turn into sad memories.
Please let the new year be better.
My heart can't stand anymore heartbreak.
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